I've made my peace

I've made my peace; I'm dead; I'm done, 
I watch you live, to have my fun.

Left alone

'Cause I'm hard, too hard to know.

I don’t cry when I’m sad anymore, no, no.
Tears calcify in my tummy.
Fears coincide with the tow.

How can i ask anyone to love me
When all i do is beg to be left alone?
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